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  <pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2020 18:01:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Finding Joy</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Written as a submission to the &lt;a href=&quot;https://elsewhereuniversity.tumblr.com/&quot;&gt;Elsewhere University&lt;/a&gt; collective fiction blog. Warnings: Kidnapping, temporary&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/5747.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=5747&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 May 2020 15:20:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>scientific process goes oops</title>
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  <description>She hadn&apos;t planned to actually do it, really. It&apos;d started as a theoretical project, that&apos;s all it was meant to be- a test of her skills, just to see if she could code something that complicated for a standard phone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe she should have thought further ahead when she started. Just a little.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It had started, like many things, with an idle conversation at Bella&apos;s house. Sprawled on the mossy carpet next to Maggie as she worked on flash cards, the faint piano music playing from the other girl&apos;s phone had gotten her attention, a hand coming up to flash an inquiring sign.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Huh? Oh- it&apos;s this little idle game, Mini-Terrarium. You plant a bunch of little plants in these fish bowl things, and feed the animals that come visit.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;It&apos;s not &lt;em&gt;fantastic&lt;/em&gt;, but at least it has more than one subspecies for each animal.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From her spot at her desk, Bella looked up from her homework to glance over at the younger girl&apos;s screen. &amp;quot;How realistic is the gardening part? I&apos;ve been trying to look for a good one to play at school for a while now.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A grimace answered her. &amp;quot;Not. You have to pull weeds, pick up trash, and water the plants, but that&apos;s it.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Well that&apos;s crap. Just once, I&apos;d like a game that handles it more like it really is- an actual pocket garden.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lain pushed herself upright, head tilting just slightly as she signed. &amp;quot;What do you mean?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Stuff like planting dill and fennel near your roses, to lure ladybugs to keep the aphids away, or making sure the plants have enough sunlight and aren&apos;t crowding each other out, or that they&apos;re getting the right nutrients. You know, the complicated parts.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next to Lain, Maggie nodded in agreement. &amp;quot;I want a game that lets me design a fully bioactive enclosure, not just gives me an animal to feed and water. That&apos;s like, the bare &lt;em&gt;minimum&lt;/em&gt;. Where&apos;s the &lt;em&gt;enrichment?&lt;/em&gt; I want to &lt;em&gt;decorate&lt;/em&gt; the enclosures!&amp;quot; She huffed, wings flapping irritably, until Zan rolled over in the hammock, letting an arm dangle down to scritch at the dark green feathers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Is this your way of saying you&apos;re going to take up coding out of spite, little bird?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;I fucking well might!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The conversation had turned, then, to the new topic- spite as a motivating force, and ridiculous things they&apos;d done because of it- but it hadn&apos;t left Lain&apos;s mind. A game like Maggie and Bella had described couldn&apos;t be that hard to code- could it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A ride home and a few hours later had found her sprawled out on her bed, wikipedia page up on Spice&apos;s holodisplay, and a separate window full of notes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Best of both worlds... Ball pythons, maybe, to start with, they&apos;re easiest to find info on, and that&apos;ll give me a rainforest to pick plants from...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A week had passed. Two. Figuring out the display settings for the enclosures had been easy- offering two cage orientations to match the phone dimensions, designing the 3D environment to look like it was looking through the glass into the tank. She&apos;d played with a few shaders for a while, before settling for cell shading- it looked best with the low poly environment, and used the least processing power.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(That had been the real stumbling block, honestly, processing power- if she&apos;d been building it just for her devices, or even ones her aunt had built, it wouldn&apos;t have been one at all. How could anyone stand having a phone with such a weak CPU? Madness, pure madness.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Maybe she should take over the handheld device industry when she grew up. The people currently in charge clearly weren&apos;t doing a good job of it.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Modelling the humidity settings had been a little challenging- but working out the equation had been kind of fun, honestly, figuring out what variables to link to which aspects of the decor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then there was the model rigging, the animation- figuring out how to model the shedding and eating without it looking flat out bizarre had left her pulling her hair in frustration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It still wasn&apos;t done. It wasn&apos;t able to simulate a fully bioactive enclosure yet, despite Lain&apos;s efforts- there was research she&apos;d have to do on springtails, other aspects of bioactives to look into- but it was playable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The bioactive functions could be added in later, anyway- it&apos;s not like apps didn&apos;t release updates all the time-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But there was the problem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;How the hell do you publish an app, anyway?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pumpkin Spice, helpfully, projected a page on publishing laws- and Lain&apos;s eyes crossed trying to parse the legal jargon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;...You know what, Spice, I think I&apos;m just gonna ask Dad for help.&amp;quot; The robot tarantula clicked understandingly, shutting the display down as he climbed up the girl&apos;s sleeve to settle in on her shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As she left the room, Lain couldn&apos;t help but muse that as far as consequences went, an accidentally functioning app was far from the worst possible result for when the scientific process goes oops.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=5473&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2020 09:59:57 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Private Parties</title>
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  <description>Prompt response for &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://ysabetwordsmith.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png&apos; alt=&apos;[personal profile] &apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://ysabetwordsmith.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;ysabetwordsmith&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, in response to the 4/18-4/19 Crowdfunding Creative Jam! The theme was &apos;Secrets&apos;, the prompt was &apos;Private Parties&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Content warnings: Vague mentions of maladaptive behavior, playful shittalking. Other than that, none- basically entirely fluff, in a setting where no one has to worry about social distancing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/4638.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;So, what &lt;em&gt;are&lt;/em&gt; we doing, exactly? Because I don&apos;t think you&apos;ve told me.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zan trails behind the two girls, their hands in their pockets, as they look around the forest. There&apos;s no missing the very obvious path grown for them to walk on, lined by thornless vines on either side. It&apos;s picturesque, like a cute little fairytale. Ahead, Maggie and Lain walk with an air of familiarity, the bird girl trailing a hand over the vines.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lain turns to walk backwards, hands coming up to sign. &amp;quot;We&apos;re going to set up energy sources for Bella, and a projector. I finished a blueprint for a set that have enough failsafes to prevent any catastrophic collateral damage from failures.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Right. Okay. That makes sense. And you&apos;re &lt;em&gt;sure&lt;/em&gt; I&apos;m not going to have Eldritch Clifford giving me the wooly eye with the forest burning down around us?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A hand wiggles a little. &amp;quot;I&apos;ve been practicing my extinguishing, and I tested it. It&apos;ll be fine.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a little reassuring, at least. Still, as the responsible &apos;adult&apos; of the group, Zan resolves quietly to be ready, just in case.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When they arrive at the greenwitch&apos;s home, Bella&apos;s already out and waiting for them- and the cat-like creature sprawled out in a sunbeam soon reveals that she isn&apos;t alone, as it stretches, straightening out into a girl around Maggie&apos;s height. One golden eye roams over the crowd, her lips pulling back to reveal canid teeth as she grins, waving to them, and Maggie waves back enthusiastically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Tria! You&apos;re gonna help us out today, then?&amp;quot; An eager nod meets the question, and Maggie grins back at her, fistpumping the air. &amp;quot;Awesome! This&apos;ll be great. Alright, Lain, show us what to do!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As all eyes turn to Lain, she stiffens, for a moment. Her face remains impassive as her gaze scans over the grouping, and her fingers stroke subtly over the cuffs of her sleeve, feeling the soft catch-and-slide of the cloth beneath her fingers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A chittering against her ears draw her eyes to her tarantula, his dark metals gleaming in the afternoon light, and she lets out the breath she hadn&apos;t been consciously holding, lifting her eyes and hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Alright. So here&apos;s what we need to do first.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day has given way to a chilly dusk by the time their efforts are finished. The teenagers drop into a bed of thick clover, sprawled out to let the cold seep into tired muscles. Around them, small bits of metal gleam in the fading light- a solar panel here, a tiny rain turbine there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Getting the gear into place hadn&apos;t been easy. Getting it to stay there, even harder. Eventually, a solution had been worked out, with Maggie riding on Zan&apos;s shoulders, holding the equipment in place, as Bella&apos;s vines grew up to secure them there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the results- if this worked- will be worth it. And once they&apos;ve caught their breaths a bit, their attention lifts back to the fruits of their labor. Lain&apos;s eyes slide to Bella, and she lifts her hands, signing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Ready to try it out?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bella grins, rolling over onto her stomach as she props herself up on her elbows. The others scramble into more comfortable viewing positions, as they twist around to watch-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And with a twist of her hand, the curtain drops, the vines looped around the white tarp whipping loose, letting it unroll to hang down. A few taps on her phone- and the projector hums to life, the red and black splash of Netflix&apos;s dashboard coming to life. A vine reaches out the window, trading off a bowl to another and retreating for a second, ferrying the snacks down the trunk of the treehouse in a floral conveyor belt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zan&apos;s eyes flick to Maggie as she lays claim to the bowl of apple chips, settling a wing around them like a shield, the protective gesture not going unnoticed. But before they can start to analyze it, Bella&apos;s voice breaks the silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Taking votes now, what are we watching first?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Fury Road!&amp;quot; &amp;quot;Wicked!&amp;quot; &amp;quot;Naruto!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(That last one is met with pelted food, and laughter, and one &amp;quot;That&apos;s not a fucking movie you piece of shit weaboo!&amp;quot;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Memery gives way to more laughter, playful shoving- but in the end, they settle down, wriggling in closer together to share warmth as the opening notes of the movie roll in the secrecy of the forest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;quot;This. Is Berk.&amp;quot;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=4638&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Oct 2019 14:42:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the effort to repair it</title>
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  <description>Summary: Anthia receives a gift from a friend, with more meaning than the simple packaging implies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/2769.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=2769&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 30 Sep 2019 07:57:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>just don&apos;t let that flicker go out</title>
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  <description>Belongs to the Glassport universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: Neglectful parents, near death experience, implied alcoholicism, hurt/nocomfort.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pay special attention: Maggie is very much &lt;i&gt;not&lt;/i&gt; okay right now, and it shows. The inside of her head is not a happy place at the moment, and at this point in the story, she is not yet receiving the help she needs. Please take your mental state into consideration before reading.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/2423.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=2423&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 20 Sep 2019 02:41:04 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>If Zan was still determined to be a villain, they&apos;d wind up being like the Riddler, except that even if the heroes couldn&apos;t solve the riddles in time the death traps would &apos;mysteriously malfunction&apos; in ways that definitely weren&apos;t pre-built failsafes, nosiree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(They ABSOLUTELY were, and Lain built them.)&lt;br /&gt;(At Zan&apos;s request, at that.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=1895&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Sep 2019 16:45:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>*despite everything</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Warnings: Semi-graphic description of injuries, intrusive thoughts.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/1452.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=1452&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Aug 2019 18:01:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>friends to share it with</title>
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  <description>Summary: After Zan gets out of the hospital and set up in the guest room at Cassie&apos;s place, they discover a new chat program on their phone- and learn that they have a larger support network than they thought.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: Aftermath of torture, discussion of child abuse, casual invasion of privacy. Current environment is supportive.&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/692.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/692.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___4&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://shadowdreamer.dreamwidth.org/692.html#cutid4&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___4&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowdreamer&amp;ditemid=692&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>nursery arc</category>
  <category>glassport</category>
  <category>zan</category>
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  <category>little league of villains</category>
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